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By changing the true feelings wholeheartedly (two)By changing the true feelings wholeheartedly
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02:50, 25 August 2009
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"No, it must be the water sound! " Small Lip river turns round to continue running forward again, " originally, the water sound, must be just here nearby. " The last stakes thought that kind in a trance to come again. He does not know where the destination is, perhaps just before it is near, perhaps in very far place yet, no matter far and near his capital is undeterminable. Scene around is full of various hints, even include the cries of those birds. This time he stops to look at and listen to carefully, but he is unable to analyse and explain the meaning of those hints.
Last stakes know oneself one bisexual lover person, begin to understand why can leave the hometown with Ian when being young after a long time. In the this of understanding, he lie at editor-in-chief bed of house, bring, have a headache and split through signs of getting drunk of night. It is to Ian's betrayal to leave the north manor with small Lip river, though he already died. It is the betrayal of small Lip river to sleep on the bed editing and is propagated everywhere by the slander, though has already divorced. The last stakes was unintentional, he did not just go to think. He will not think of why after remaining years each time, some things happened, will suddenly realize the truth until a certain time just going to the halfway of life.
Divorce, last stakes stand, in surfer dim light of night of paradise, overlook another side terminal bungee jumping Tamerlan of amusement park on one side from road. The cabin has risen to flutter to rotate in the air up and down in the brilliant ball, people are screaming. After seeing and having an hour totally, he decides to sit. When in midair on playing and rising the cabin and is sprayed, seemed suddenly in the chest of the last stakes that there is not heart, while playing and promoting the cabin and falling back, the heart has not come back either. The last stakes thinks this kind of feeling is extremely wonderful, he does not know the weightless feeling is so beautiful, if know, he is sure to hold small Lip river to jump down from the upper limit of the waterfall when in the rainforest. Then he faints on the ground, loses consciousness. In the hospital while waking up, small Lip river has come. What last stakes will not remember discussing, perhaps discuss some rainforest, perhaps anything was not discussed. The doctor says his heart is problematic, this lets last stakes feel very laughable. A once hiker and catching crocodile's human heart is so fragile, he does not know whether should smile, just as after Ian died, he did not know whether should feel relaxed and the same. Small Lip river is very angry for a time, because the small book says he wants to leave the family, go to cohabit with Botani| Squalene| Skin Care| Point of Sale| Laptop Batteries the lover of the same sex. Last stakes think he be taken it seriously perhaps. He is still young, has not gone through those unclear things in a trance, this thing is actually more fragile than the heart of the last stakes that he does not know the love. Last stakes say to little Lip river they take, go through one's own life, then let them go. Then, in the life that Lip river pair is inferior, the last stakes is evaporated in two world of material and spirit completely at the same time.
Every detail of figure of small Lip river in the rainforest that remember the last stakes. They get on one rock of height at the slope, small Lip river some wheeze even finally. Backed out suddenly in the rainforest all around, emerged in one sharp and one stretch of skies on the top of the head, there are stars, the moon is round as a ball. Rock slope very heavy, the middle have all in that place level quite, have Forth Five-Year Plan Period pieces of square too, it is enough for two persons to lie down. The moonlight is shed down, is suffused with thin only fainting whitely of a layer in the middle of the rock. The last stakes want to call this rock slope the moonlight slope, welled up a kind of emotion in his heart suddenly, want to lie here, sleep comfortably, want to like something to moan. Ham and sing while taking a stroll the poet probably emerges like this. Having never thought of becoming a poet in the life of the last stakes, but that evening, he remembers he really begins to hum.
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